A better day

 

I suggest you to play the music above whilst reading my entry.

 

Today is perhaps the happiest day in my life.  After my FYP presentation on monday, my supervisor asked me to prepare solutions for his other experiments. The experiments would be conducted by his postdoc student and with another FYP student.  So, yesterday, I went to the lab to prepare the solutions myself. And today, I went to the same lab again to collect my solutions, then whilst reading my book, he greeted me in the lab and he told me that……

 

I would get an A for my FYP

 

WowW, this exact sentence sent me to heaven for a good five hours, even till now aarghhh hahaha. I have never been so happy before for the last one year. Then he asked me to get the viscosity data for the solutions that I have prepared. Off I went and three hours later, I handed over the data and the solutions to him in order for his research team to carry another experiment. Then he told me that I might wanna come  down tomorrow to watch the experiment as well if I had the time as he intended to measure the viscosity by using capillary tube, something that I mentioned in my FYP report, but then I said I can’t make it tomorrow, as I intend to go down to ICA to process my student pass. He looked ’sad’ for a while and he said, ok.

 

I felt bad actually. After the meeting, Off I went to a place, farfaraway, something that I have been planning and longing to do. Guess where is it.

Nation X….. how can I forget you

 

I have been missing this place. This is where I spent my first year of study in NTU. The first time I embrace everything myself and I’m proud of it. The nearest nearby friend is probably Christian, who stays in Hall XI. I took a peek at who is staying in my former room and I have guessed it right that an ‘OV’ stayed in the room.

Other perspective. I want to prove you that the place is very ‘green’.

 

As I plan to walk back to my current hall 14, I passed Julianto’s room and I snapped some ‘quality’ pictures. I even capture a picture of him naked. Girls, if you would like to have a copy, you could alway pm me or email hahaha.

The scenery from the ‘top of NTU’. The peak which niners like Julianto always feel very proud of haha (pun intended)

This is where I took the pictures. Do you see the blue staircase leading to the ‘peak’ ?

School of Art, Design and Media, encountered it on my way ‘home’.

 

Tomorrow, I’m going to take the ‘first SBS bus’ from NTU as I need to go down to ICA to process my student pass. This is my first time catching the ‘first bus’. Let’s see whether I could make it. As of what to eat for lunch tomorrow, is still much un-planned and un-decided. Let’s see what would happen to me tomorrow. It’s been quite sometime when I went out for something un-prepared and I’m excited about that hahaha.

 

Yepp, I have the Tom Sawyer’s spirit

Say No To Triple Rooms

 

Great Video. Hahaha, it saves my day though. 

 

Who are you

My Dear Self,

It’s been years that I knew I didn’t know who you are. You are not used to be like this back then. Your emotions sometimes are taking control over my thinkings, and this led to my feeling inside my heart. This is what happen and according to T. Harv Eker, this would produce undesirable actions which would yield un-intended results from my surroundings. Once that happen, the un-desirable thinkings would spread its negativity to my surroundings. This is bad.

I have realized since we were a teen though, that we are a ‘unique’ person, in the sense that, we have ego and fire and fuel to fight to get our desired things. Though it’s not that bad, the side effect is that……………. okay, I don’t know how I should put it, it’s….like…. whatever thing that originally didn’t ignite our desire or ego to get it or are not true, upon influences from my surroundings, these things upon time, would be absorbed into our mind and ‘finally’ could turn into something that ‘transform’ into a ‘true’ thing or a desire thing to get, with our minds that had already been programmed to pursue things, this would produce unintended feelings and the unintended consequent behaviours or actions. And if these things conflict with my surroundings, I’m……

We are not an outspoken guy, therefore, I seldom spoke out our feelings. We are not that kind. Therefore, I tend to think and feel what others may think about us quietly. That’s why, some might say, we’re sensitive. That’s the way we are, I guess, despite that, I know we dun have any hard feelings towards anybody. That’s why I still spoke to anyone today, if you notice.

That’s why, after observing for some time, I perceive that, something might be wrong, ppl are less cheerful towards us, and there’s nothing I should question them back what’s wrong. I’m starting to retard ourself from the society for a bit. I realized it’s not wise. But hey, that’s the way ppl are, aren’t they. Like T. Harv Eker himself put it, our personal thoughts lead to our personal feelings, and our feelings would lead to our ‘funny’ actions, which produce the results.

Think I dun need to further elaborate what’s wrong. Just let it gone with the wind. Best is to be a better us in the future. I won’t look back at what has happened. University life is good nonetheless. We learnt a lot from my circles of friends and I contribute something hopefully for them. Life is about giving and taking.

My Dear Self

This ain’t our true self. You let so many people down and I feel so bad. To all those friends, I felt terrible for them and I think I would like to offer our sincere apology if we ever hurt anybody’s feelings.

I’m currently re-programming back whatever is wrong in our mind; for a better future, for a better world, for a better life. They are OUR FUTURE, OUR WORLD and OUR LIFE.

Highway to the Danger Zone

Top Gun, coolest movie ever. Wish I was the guy hehe.

BTW, to get you drooling, here’s the MV

The mist - part II

This is the continuation of my previous post about the picture on this blog’s header. I’m not sure, but it looks now to me that this heaven place lies somewhere in Holland.

Same bridge, but instead of in autumn, this time, according to the photographer, it’s taken in winter time.

Photographer(s): Agnès and Yves De Keyser

The place looks so beautiful and serene to me. Arrgh, I have to add this place to my ‘places to visit’ list before I die.

 

Last ever Examination in University

Today is my last ever university examination (Hopefully) in Nanyang Technological University (NTU). The subject that have the honour to be my last one is called Mechatronics System Design and Analysis (MP4010). On the saturday’s night (two days ago), I didn’t manage to get sleep, even one minute really, so I stay awake for the whole night. Apart from anxiety, the hot weather didn’t help either. And on the sunday’s night, I only managed to get sleep for like one or two hours or so. The weather was like crazy, so HOT! Anyway, luckily for me, the exam is in the morning, so after a quick bath, quickly I went to Canteen 14 to get some breakfast and a cup of Ice Coffee, otherwise, I could doze off in the cold exam hall.

 

Anyway, this happy (yet sad at the same time) moment has to be captured so that I could remember it for the rest of my life.

 

Okay, now let the picture do the talking. The picture below would give you a good idea what the situation looks like. As of the below pictures, they were taken in Hall D, SRC, NTU.

 

Minutes before the invigilator shout: “You may now turn over your question paper”. The picture was taken after I sat down and my mobile phone was swicthed off right away after the click, to comply with NTU regulations.

 

Two hours later, a familiar announcement was made and it went something right this, ” PLEASE STOP WRITING, when more than one answer book is used, please tie them using …….”. There you go, the good two hours’ time for the exam was up.

 

Sitting down whilst waiting for the answer book to be collected, mixed feelings starting to pop up. Happy because of this is the last paper of the semester, and hopefully the final paper taken during the 4 years of Engineering degree here in NTU, sad because I’m about done with my University life.

 

Anyway, it’s over. I felt happy and sad at the same time. So much memories of exam and life in here university and in weeks time or so, I would be kicked out of the hostel offcourse assuming that I pass all my final year modules. 

L’esprit pour aimer

Some random thoughts and deeds poured into a picture.

model’s credit: Erika Sawajiri

Tranquility

The much talked picture below shows my current desktop wallpaper. Notice that it is taken from the same picture as the one in the header of this blog.

Fabulous! What a lovely picture, just by looking at it, I could feel the energy coming out of it, oh God, how tranquil the place looks. I have yet to find where is that place.

An Engineering Masterpiece

And is born to conquer supposedly

Illegal Immigrant doesn’t have any ideas

Short update again, this time is bad news. I couldn’t find my student pass, alias I lost it. I have no ideas where it has gone!

 

Officially an illegal Immigrant now. I am ‘eligible’ to be hunt and captured and tortured for investigation (together with Mas Selamat) by ICA.

 

I think I need to ‘went’ into hiding hehe. Mas Selamat could make it alive, I also must hehe. If he was on ‘Toilet Break’, then lsilver is on ‘UNIVERSITY BREAK’ lol.

 

Sigh.

 

Seriously, where on Earth (in Singapore for that matter) is my student pass? Did I drop it somewhere? I don’t have any ideas since when I have lost it! I think I need to look over again in my messy stuffs in my room before filing a report to ISC or Student’s Affair Office. Grrrh, have no idea again how much I need to fork out to make the replacement for it. What a waste of time, energy and money!

 

I have no ideas lah :S